The past week I was in a really dark place. The little voice in my head who tells me I’m not worth anything was getting louder and louder. Most days I felt like it would be better to not exist at all. I have been desperately trying to connect with people who I consider to be friends and have either been ignored or let down. I crave human connection because I feel like I need validation from others to be loved, to be enough. I don’t. The only validation I need is from myself. I need to love myself. Both the light and dark parts. Last nights ceremony was so powerful. I slept so peacefully and when I woke up this morning it felt like a weight had been lifted. There’s a long way to go and this healing shit can be heavy, but I know I can do it. I am enough and I will always be enough. Thank you, as always, for you guidance and support Cia. You continuously go above and beyond for our tribe. 💚✨
